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Calamity Scars & Memoirs

by Seasons After

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1.
My words have been twisted Too long I’ve resisted Letting you know how I feel (Something I know that you need) A path to your beating Is just what is leading You have disaster appeal (You have disaster appeal) You like to think that its your world You like to think that you can turn and walk away Why did I never see the disguise Why did I never call you out on your lies How did I miss what’s in your eyes And now I’m needing a break A break to survive A path to completeness Exposing your weakness Vengeance for the scars left behind (Something I know that I need) Approaching discretely Devoted completely You have disaster appeal (You have disaster appeal) You like to think that its your world You like to think that you can turn and walk away Why did I never see the disguise Why did I never call you out on your lies How did I miss what’s in your eyes And now I’m needing a break A break to survive Survive! Why did I never see the disguise Why did I never call you out on your lies How did I miss what’s in your eyes And now I’m needing a break A break to survive
2.
Lights Out 04:19
We all fall in place Walk in single file Try to find a way to Reconcile ourselves Held by your demands Cursed by our desires Planning our escape From what you have become I don't want to confuse Myself with you I don't need your excuse I won't take It So... When your world comes crashing down Everything seems just a little bit harder Lights out the curtain’s down Try to move on but I'm pushed back further This world is crashing down Everything seems just a little bit harder Lights out the curtain’s down Lights out the curtain’s down I hold my head up higher Than the broken words you speak Walk in single file I keep my faith so long As I can find something to believe We all fall into place Do as you say to do As long as I'm not like you Hoping I escape from what I could become I don't want to confuse Myself with you I don't need your excuse I won't take It So... When your world comes crashing down Everything seems just a little bit harder Lights out the curtain’s down Try to move on but I'm pushed back further This world is crashing down Everything seems just a little bit harder Lights out the curtain’s down Lights out the curtain’s down As it all comes crashing down Everything hurts just a little bit longer When your world comes crashing down Everything seems just a little bit harder Lights out the curtain’s down Try to move on but I'm pushed back further This world is crashing down Everything seems just a little bit harder Lights out the curtain’s down Lights out the curtain’s down
3.
Questions burning in my head The truth to know you’re a lie I’m choosing to forget I know it would’ve been better if we did it my way Not sideways You keep on telling me Im the enemy I shoulda known better but I never did learn I got so caught up in you I lost a piece of me too You gave me nothing And you took my forever So long Goodbye Now you’re just ordinary I gave it a try This is not temporary Someday I’ll forgive you For the monster you made me Maybe Questions burning in my head The truth to know you’re a lie I’m choosing to forget I’m sickened by excuses And the uses of abuses And the life you sold Truth confirmed Pain that’s earned Should’ve known better but I never did learn I got so caught up in you I lost a piece of me too You gave me nothing And you took my forever So long Goodbye Now you’re just ordinary I gave it a try This is not temporary Someday I’ll forgive you For the monster you made me Maybe So Long! So long Goodbye Now you’re just ordinary I gave it a try This is not temporary Someday I’ll forgive you For the monster you made me Maybe
4.
Our minds are broken by unspoken truths A life affected by deceptive views A generational sensational new attitude A voice of reason waking up inside of me and you Everyday in a way I feel responsible for what you do In a way the blame is mine and yours to share between us two Life is funny when you’re running with nowhere to go And yet its stunning just how many of you that I know Just one more step toward overload just one more step I’m holding on Your letting go We’re moving in the wrong direction Only by strength letting you know Infected by your perception Now I guess we’re all the same Just faces without names But you’re about to rediscover what I overcame Everyday is the same and I can’t stand to even look at you I’m growing tired of all the selfish little things we do life is funny when you’re running with nowhere to go And yet it’s stunning just how many of us that I know Just one more step toward overload Just one more step I’m holding on Your letting go We’re moving in the wrong direction Only by strength letting you know Infected by your perception I am still searching for a reason to believe in Anything but you One more step to collide And I feel it inside One more step to collide Just one more step And I feel it inside I’m holding on Your letting go We’re moving in the wrong direction Only by strength letting you know Infected by your perception
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I'll Be Here 03:33
When sun falls to shadow And darkness takes the light Let the stars guide our battleground Deceived for the last time It’s over in my mind There’s no turning back So believe Believe I won’t slip away softly in the night Fought tooth and nail to earn my right I’ll be here! I’ll be here! Like a voice that never calls Build a wall that never falls I’ll be here! I’ll be here! I’m still here! My soul is a shadow Left here from this life So light me a candle Break darkness with light Even if you don’t make it You still have to take it all You still have to fight So believe Believe I won’t slip away softly in the night Fought tooth and nail to earn my right I’ll be here! I’ll be here! Like a voice that never calls Build a wall that never falls I’ll be here! I’ll be here! I’m still here! Every move I make is vital But I won’t pretend to know The stage is set for a downward spiral As we fade into the show! I won’t slip away... I won’t slip away softly in the night Fought tooth and nail to earn my right I’ll be here! I’ll be here! Like a voice that never calls Build a wall that never falls I’ll be here! I’ll be here! I’m still here!
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We’re all victims of our circumstance With a second glance I know that I am not the only one Whos been calloused by religion And all the superstition That its brought into my life since I was young Take it from Me It’s already too late separated by faith Waking up in new ways Broken by my confidence How could I have seen What my life would be How could I have known You’re watching over me How could I have tried Spiritual suicide How did I end up alone Weathered and Worn It’s complicated to be ripped and torn And we battle our suspicions Plagued with our addictions Yet we never seem to settle out the score It’s already too late Separated by faith Waking up in new ways Broken by my confidence How could I have seen What my life would be How could I have known You’re watching over me How could I have tried Spiritual suicide How did I end up alone Weathered and Worn How could I have seen you? How could I have seen What my life would be How could I have known You’re watching over me How could I have tried Spiritual suicide How did I end up alone Weathered and Worn
7.
Wake Me 03:46
Sometimes I just keep it all inside And sometimes I just run and Hide And I don’t think I’m the only one Who has to struggle through this life I’m dying in this nightmare I want it to end so bad I don’t think I can make it so Wake me when it’s over Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders Wake me when it’s over Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders Wake me when its over When everyone’s cold We’re all the same The only thing Given to me is my last name I should have been more And found a way But I can’t explain So much lost and nothing gained I’m dying in this nitemare I want it to end so bad I don’t think I can make it so Wake me when it’s over Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders Wake me when it’s over Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders Wake me when its over This pain and rage Is taking over me This pain and rage Is taking over Wake me when it’s over Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders Wake me when it’s over Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders Wake me when its over
8.
This Life 04:05
Is this the way I thought it all would end? Is this the way I thought it all would be? I keep on trying To pretend that I’m the only one who’s here I’m not the only one who lives in fear I keep on pretending Life is short and it’s running way keep on remembering Time is lost and it’s ticking away Ticking away Yesterday’s a memory Of wreckage on the shore Tomorrow’s just another day Of memories in store This lifes about the moments That we’re living for So go on Be strong inside This life This struggle seems to never have an end And find the will to win the fight again I keep on pretending Life is short and it’s running way I keep on remembering Time is lost and it’s ticking away Ticking away Yesterday’s a memory Of wreckage on the shore Tomorrow’s just another day Of memories in store This lifes about the moments That we’re living for So go on Be strong inside This life A life of choice made everyday A struggle that needs to find another way out tearing away Yesterday’s a memory Of wreckage on the shore Tomorrow’s just another day Of memories in store This lifes about the moments That we’re living for So go on Be strong inside This life
9.
It's Alright 03:53
Maybe it’s your dark hair Or your soft skin Or those little tattoos behind your ear Maybe the way you look When the morning comes Or the way you call to say that you’re coming home I need to find a way To find the words to say We never see eye to eye But that’s alright I know that we never tried But that’s alright We never lay pride aside But that’s alright I know we’ll never change I cannot walk away And it’s alright Maybe It’s the way you taste When I kiss your lips Or those jet black nails on your finger tips Maybe the late calls When you’re driving home That lets me know I’m on your mind when you’re all alone I need to find a way To find the words to say We never see eye to eye But that’s alright I know that we never tried But that’s alright We never lay pride aside But that’s alright I know we’ll never change I cannot walk away And it’s alright It’s alright We never see eye to eye But that’s alright I know that we never tried But that’s alright We never lay pride aside But that’s alright I know we’ll never change I cannot walk away And it’s alright
10.
I'm nothing more than poison Inject me in your veins You wanna know what it feels like Then come dance in the flames It's dark inside And It’s where I hide I'll only complicate you So you should run When you hear the gun I know it hurts but it’s still truth I'm not your saving grace To whom it may concern I hope this letter reaches her Please help it find a way To reach her at the end of earth She understood the reason why I had to go I wrote this letter just so she would know My last words Are for her I don't deserve Your caring words My sickness turns them into hate Love on the slant From can to can't Watch my sanity dissipate I feel my heart burn colder You better run when you hear that gun I know it hurts but it’s still truth I'm not your saving grace To whom it may concern I hope this letter reaches her Please help it find a way To reach her at the end of earth She understood the reason why I had to go I wrote this letter just so she would know My last words Are for her Words of sacrifice!! Words I am living by!! (repeat x4) I know it hurts but it's still I know it hurts but it's still truth I'm not your saving grace To whom it may concern I hope this letter reaches her Please help it find a way To reach her at the end of earth She understood the reason why I had to go I wrote this letter just so she would know My last words Are for her One last goodbye

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released September 26, 2014

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