Calamity Scars & Memoirs

by Seasons After

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released September 26, 2014

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Track Name: Break To Survive
My words have been twisted
Too long I’ve resisted
Letting you know how I feel
(Something I know that you need)
A path to your beating
Is just what is leading
You have disaster appeal
(You have disaster appeal)
You like to think that its your world
You like to think that you can turn and walk away

Why did I never see the disguise
Why did I never call you out on your lies
How did I miss what’s in your eyes
And now I’m needing a break
A break to survive

A path to completeness
Exposing your weakness
Vengeance for the scars left behind
(Something I know that I need)
Approaching discretely
Devoted completely
You have disaster appeal
(You have disaster appeal)
You like to think that its your world
You like to think that you can turn and walk away

Why did I never see the disguise
Why did I never call you out on your lies
How did I miss what’s in your eyes
And now I’m needing a break
A break to survive

Survive!

Why did I never see the disguise
Why did I never call you out on your lies
How did I miss what’s in your eyes
And now I’m needing a break
A break to survive
Track Name: Lights Out
We all fall in place
Walk in single file
Try to find a way to
Reconcile ourselves
Held by your demands
Cursed by our desires
Planning our escape
From what you have become
I don't want to confuse
Myself with you
I don't need your excuse
I won't take It
So...

When your world comes crashing down
Everything seems just a little bit harder
Lights out the curtain’s down
Try to move on but I'm pushed back further
This world is crashing down
Everything seems just a little bit harder
Lights out the curtain’s down
Lights out the curtain’s down

I hold my head up higher
Than the broken words you speak
Walk in single file
I keep my faith so long
As I can find something to believe
We all fall into place
Do as you say to do
As long as I'm not like you
Hoping I escape from what I could become
I don't want to confuse
Myself with you
I don't need your excuse
I won't take It
So...

When your world comes crashing down
Everything seems just a little bit harder
Lights out the curtain’s down
Try to move on but I'm pushed back further
This world is crashing down
Everything seems just a little bit harder
Lights out the curtain’s down
Lights out the curtain’s down

As it all comes crashing down
Everything hurts just a little bit longer

When your world comes crashing down
Everything seems just a little bit harder
Lights out the curtain’s down
Try to move on but I'm pushed back further
This world is crashing down
Everything seems just a little bit harder
Lights out the curtain’s down
Lights out the curtain’s down
Track Name: So Long Goodbye
Questions burning in my head
The truth to know you’re a lie
I’m choosing to forget
I know it would’ve been better if we did it my way
Not sideways
You keep on telling me
Im the enemy
I shoulda known better but I never did learn
I got so caught up in you
I lost a piece of me too
You gave me nothing
And you took my forever

So long
Goodbye
Now you’re just ordinary
I gave it a try
This is not temporary
Someday I’ll forgive you
For the monster you made me
Maybe

Questions burning in my head
The truth to know you’re a lie
I’m choosing to forget
I’m sickened by excuses
And the uses of abuses
And the life you sold
Truth confirmed
Pain that’s earned
Should’ve known better but I never did learn
I got so caught up in you
I lost a piece of me too
You gave me nothing
And you took my forever

So long
Goodbye
Now you’re just ordinary
I gave it a try
This is not temporary
Someday I’ll forgive you
For the monster you made me
Maybe

So Long!

So long
Goodbye
Now you’re just ordinary
I gave it a try
This is not temporary
Someday I’ll forgive you
For the monster you made me
Maybe
Track Name: One More Step
Our minds are broken by unspoken truths
A life affected by deceptive views
A generational sensational new attitude
A voice of reason waking up inside of me and you
Everyday in a way I feel responsible for what you do
In a way the blame is mine and yours to share between us two
Life is funny when you’re running with nowhere to go
And yet its stunning just how many of you that I know
Just one more step toward overload
just one more step

I’m holding on
Your letting go
We’re moving in the wrong direction
Only by strength
letting you know
Infected by your perception

Now I guess we’re all the same
Just faces without names
But you’re about to rediscover what I overcame
Everyday is the same and I can’t stand to even look at you
I’m growing tired of all the selfish little things we do
life is funny when you’re running with nowhere to go
And yet it’s stunning just how many of us that I know
Just one more step toward overload
Just one more step

I’m holding on
Your letting go
We’re moving in the wrong direction
Only by strength
letting you know
Infected by your perception

I am still searching for a reason
to believe in
Anything but you
One more step to collide
And I feel it inside

One more step to collide
Just one more step
And I feel it inside

I’m holding on
Your letting go
We’re moving in the wrong direction
Only by strength
letting you know
Infected by your perception
Track Name: I'll Be Here
When sun falls to shadow
And darkness takes the light
Let the stars guide our battleground
Deceived for the last time
It’s over in my mind
There’s no turning back
So believe
Believe

I won’t slip away softly in the night
Fought tooth and nail to earn my right
I’ll be here!
I’ll be here!
Like a voice that never calls
Build a wall that never falls
I’ll be here!
I’ll be here!
I’m still here!

My soul is a shadow
Left here from this life
So light me a candle
Break darkness with light
Even if you don’t make it
You still have to take it all
You still have to fight
So believe
Believe

I won’t slip away softly in the night
Fought tooth and nail to earn my right
I’ll be here!
I’ll be here!
Like a voice that never calls
Build a wall that never falls
I’ll be here!
I’ll be here!
I’m still here!

Every move I make is vital
But I won’t pretend to know
The stage is set for a downward spiral
As we fade into the show!

I won’t slip away...

I won’t slip away softly in the night
Fought tooth and nail to earn my right
I’ll be here!
I’ll be here!
Like a voice that never calls
Build a wall that never falls
I’ll be here!
I’ll be here!
I’m still here!
Track Name: Weathered And Worn
We’re all victims of our circumstance
With a second glance
I know that I am not the only one
Whos been calloused by religion
And all the superstition
That its brought into my life since I was young
Take it from Me
It’s already too late
separated by faith
Waking up in new ways
Broken by my confidence

How could I have seen
What my life would be
How could I have known
You’re watching over me
How could I have tried
Spiritual suicide
How did I end up alone
Weathered and Worn

It’s complicated to be ripped and torn
And we battle our suspicions
Plagued with our addictions
Yet we never seem to settle out the score
It’s already too late
Separated by faith
Waking up in new ways
Broken by my confidence

How could I have seen
What my life would be
How could I have known
You’re watching over me
How could I have tried
Spiritual suicide
How did I end up alone
Weathered and Worn

How could I have seen you?

How could I have seen
What my life would be
How could I have known
You’re watching over me
How could I have tried
Spiritual suicide
How did I end up alone
Weathered and Worn
Track Name: Wake Me
Sometimes I just keep it all inside
And sometimes I just run and Hide
And I don’t think I’m the only one
Who has to struggle through this life
I’m dying in this nightmare
I want it to end so bad
I don’t think I can make it so

Wake me when it’s over
Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders
Wake me when it’s over
Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders
Wake me when its over

When everyone’s cold
We’re all the same
The only thing
Given to me is my last name
I should have been more
And found a way
But I can’t explain
So much lost and nothing gained
I’m dying in this nitemare
I want it to end so bad
I don’t think I can make it so

Wake me when it’s over
Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders
Wake me when it’s over
Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders
Wake me when its over

This pain and rage
Is taking over me
This pain and rage
Is taking over

Wake me when it’s over
Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders
Wake me when it’s over
Carry the weight of the world from my shoulders
Wake me when its over
Track Name: This Life
Is this the way I thought it all would end?
Is this the way I thought it all would be?
I keep on trying
To pretend that I’m the only one who’s here
I’m not the only one who lives in fear
I keep on pretending
Life is short and it’s running way
keep on remembering
Time is lost and it’s ticking away
Ticking away

Yesterday’s a memory
Of wreckage on the shore
Tomorrow’s just another day
Of memories in store
This lifes about the moments
That we’re living for
So go on
Be strong
inside
This life

This struggle seems to never have an end
And find the will to win the fight again
I keep on pretending
Life is short and it’s running way
I keep on remembering
Time is lost and it’s ticking away
Ticking away

Yesterday’s a memory
Of wreckage on the shore
Tomorrow’s just another day
Of memories in store
This lifes about the moments
That we’re living for
So go on
Be strong
inside
This life

A life of choice made everyday
A struggle that needs to find another way out
tearing away

Yesterday’s a memory
Of wreckage on the shore
Tomorrow’s just another day
Of memories in store
This lifes about the moments
That we’re living for
So go on
Be strong
inside
This life
Track Name: It's Alright
Maybe it’s your dark hair
Or your soft skin
Or those little tattoos behind your ear
Maybe the way you look
When the morning comes
Or the way you call to say that you’re coming home
I need to find a way
To find the words to say

We never see eye to eye
But that’s alright
I know that we never tried
But that’s alright
We never lay pride aside
But that’s alright
I know we’ll never change
I cannot walk away
And it’s alright

Maybe It’s the way you taste
When I kiss your lips
Or those jet black nails on your finger tips
Maybe the late calls
When you’re driving home
That lets me know I’m on your mind when you’re all alone
I need to find a way
To find the words to say

We never see eye to eye
But that’s alright
I know that we never tried
But that’s alright
We never lay pride aside
But that’s alright
I know we’ll never change
I cannot walk away
And it’s alright

It’s alright

We never see eye to eye
But that’s alright
I know that we never tried
But that’s alright
We never lay pride aside
But that’s alright
I know we’ll never change
I cannot walk away
And it’s alright
Track Name: My Last Words
I'm nothing more than poison
Inject me in your veins
You wanna know what it feels like
Then come dance in the flames
It's dark inside
And It’s where I hide
I'll only complicate you
So you should run
When you hear the gun
I know it hurts but it’s still truth
I'm not your saving grace

To whom it may concern
I hope this letter reaches her
Please help it find a way
To reach her at the end of earth
She understood the reason why I had to go
I wrote this letter just so she would know
My last words
Are for her

I don't deserve
Your caring words
My sickness turns them into hate
Love on the slant
From can to can't
Watch my sanity dissipate
I feel my heart burn colder
You better run when you hear that gun
I know it hurts but it’s still truth
I'm not your saving grace

To whom it may concern
I hope this letter reaches her
Please help it find a way
To reach her at the end of earth
She understood the reason why I had to go
I wrote this letter just so she would know
My last words
Are for her

Words of sacrifice!!
Words I am living by!!
(repeat x4)

I know it hurts but it's still
I know it hurts but it's still truth
I'm not your saving grace

To whom it may concern
I hope this letter reaches her
Please help it find a way
To reach her at the end of earth
She understood the reason why I had to go
I wrote this letter just so she would know
My last words
Are for her

One last goodbye